22.6.11

It's a start of a journey!

I've been contemplating badly these recent days.
I think a lot. I do it as a hobby.
But now, I'm thinking if being able to care less.

Precisely, I'm leaving for US this Sunday.
I have these kinds of petty fears like "Will I ever find myself in US?",
or will there be problems that I would encounter along the way?
Well, apparently, I'm having all the creepiness of it now.
Problems on laptop, on homestay gifts...
Oh, I remember JC telling me hours before this post that this program is exclusive to rich people only.
Because it already secludes people who have access, ability to buy suits, or even cash on hand for other stuff that may cross along the way.
Then I told him, not necessarily.
You always have the option.
Especially that the program is so generous and they provided us everything, maybe it would work to at least return even a bit by doing your best.

I have a bit of preparations. at least for the coats because I really love the black suits that my sister bought me.
With regards to my travel papers, Angel is going to the Immigration tomorrow to get my travel order. I am just very thankful that I have a helpful friend. I have never mistaken in asking help from her.She's the best.

By the way, I'll be missing a lot here in Philippines. Technically, not with Philippines national issues because I'm fed up with it.
By the way, I remember that when I went to Japan last year for 10 days, I've missed so many national news in the Philippines when I got back.
So I wanna be surprised again. haha.

I'll be missing a lot of classes. And that means it's an ACADEMIC SUICIDE...
But I just hope I'll be a lot sane when I get back. You know the real me.
The person who could sacrifice the whimsical times for studying. I will.I will.

But at the same time, I'll be missing a lot of people. I always miss my family. Even if I am in the Philippines. I just feel like I've spent less of my time for them recently.I wanna do more especially that they're the reason for my everything. Like everything. I'm gonna miss people.gf.bestfriends.close friends.

[senti ka dong. wa pa gani nadayun. futuristic ra. haha]

***Gab
06.22.2011)

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