24.2.11


Love is just so crazy. These recent days, I must say I'm officially in loved with someone. But the greatest constraint is that she's committed to someone else.All of us are just victims of these feelings.

Right now, I have a lots of questions. Asking if it would be the same if I came first into her life. The brand of compromise that she cannot enter because I know that a 15-month relationship is way more founded than 10-days infatuation.

Infatuation is the state of being completely carried away by unexplainable passion or love,expresses the headlong libidinal attraction of addictive love. Usually, one is inspired with an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone.

This is exactly the kind of fear that I have. The compromise of her breaking up with her boyfriend simply because she had feelings for me. What if those feelings are just short-lived in nature?

All those fears I can't take either because I can't withstand being able to hurt her. Right now, I feel that the best thing that I can do is to set off. Maybe take quite a break.Go home and feel the love of my family. A family that is truly mine. And let her decide. After all, it's her decision that matters.

For when love came and shed on me, I can't withstand being second-rate.

1 comment:

  1. Time is never a measurement on how much you love someone. 10 days can be as powerful as that 15-month relationship. But eventually, things must be really sorted out first. And after some time, every actions taken and every decisions made will hopefully turn out right.

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