4.5.10

today and where i am



everyday is difficult if we always look for a better life.they say, we only start a good life when we stop aspiring for the better one, maybe true. time fades so fast that i haven't even noticed, it's already over. it was like a dream that i've long waited for. and when it came into reality, all i wanted is for me not to get awakened at all.

in every angle i realize, there's so much to compare.maybe it's a natural human reaction for those who are left behind by the reality. maybe because i'm predisposed of believing that life here sucks a lot that i aspire to learn on new environments.or maybe that my premium to intolerance is so high that content is not enough to make me still.

why do i look at things on a very temporal level especially on the downsides that i have that i only see the benefit of leaving and not really the greater issue i stay for any longer to begin with?

happiness, in and of itself, doesn't end to satisfaction. it only ends to meritorious moment with people who may leave at anytime. he cycle of knowing a certain person and the end of another is the most explicit balance mechanism that life brings about.

but if we try to look at the eyes of a child, it's only limitation is for survival. and the moment that consciousness is imbued on him, it goes beyond whims and caprices. you see a lot of plans that you never know where will it bring him.

the bottom line principle is, what we believe today is very relative. we may not even notice how fast our beliefs fade. and what we aspire to be now is the fruit of the maturity that we've gone through the years. on certain instances, we reproach ourselves for engaging into a constructive act. but we're left behind with choices and our only rationality is to stay within the small room of discretion and look forward for its end.and i think this is where i am today.

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